I’ve slowed down on posting, it reflects on the current limbo state of my life—everything feels a bit stuck. No job, no car, no church, no friends and new city that feels like I’m living inside of a 100 degrees clothes dryer. Life is good eh? I’m really good at complaining, if only I could get paid for this skill. My things are still in boxes or are scattered in disorganized disarray. I’ve had to move all of my things from a fairly large l bdrm apt with a huge walk-in closet to basically one small room within a 4 bdrm house. Surprisingly I got all of the furniture I brought with me to fit into my allocated room but you have to walk a bit sideways in between objects! Ha! It’s like I’m doing the Hustle everyday haha! That dance is probably before your time? I’ll add a clip if I can find one.
Found one and it’s a gem! “Do the Hustle! Do it, do it!” Haha! The good ole days!
I guess this is a practice run to eventually live in a tiny house. My new American Dream is buying affordable land in a moderate climate that’s retirement friendly and purchasing a cottage-like/tiny home that I’ve customized/designed—that’s mostly off-grid, utilizing solar panels and rain barrels. I’ve always been a hermit even when I was a child (my mom was worried that I was mentally retarded. I know the PC term is autistic that’s why I’m not using it). I’m a conscious asshole but I’m really also not one, I just tell it like it is. If you met me in person you’d probably think I was a sweet person (I sometimes—mostly am) but I’m also a bit proud of being a “bitch”. Why beat around the bush? We don’t have much time, we’re probably in the Apocalypse! Anyway, I dislike big cities now that I’m older. All of the things that appealed to me before have faded away. It all feels like a dream, seriously. Life is so mysterious.
When I was in my twenties I thought bars and clubs were cool, now I see them as depressing places for lonely alcoholics and people who end up in one night stands. Shows like Sex in the City did a great job at brainwashing young women to be used up and manipulated. I was never a bar fly, but my concepts of the modern glamorous life have drastically changed. I say this often now but if you’re a young person in your 20s-30s, please don’t waste your life imitating what you see in films and tv shows—that’s not the real world. Don’t spend your youth on trash living. Find a stable person who you have commonality and good communication with, looks will always fade but attraction is more than the physical. Jerks look ugly no matter what but intelligence makes people so much better looking. Find someone to support your dreams and make you laugh, genuine friendship and mutual admiration can hold you together for a lifetime. Don’t go for the bad boys, seriously, they tend to be abusive or very damaged and immature. You can’t save them, you’ll end up drowning yourself. This applies to young men too, don’t date ho’s (you’ll get herpes!) Enough of my unsolicited advice for now… :).
Back to the aforementioned Apocalypse, here’s a fascinating interview with Dr. David Martin. He’s an obviously intelligent man, some say he’s controlled op but I don’t think he’s mislead us so far. He talks about political distraction in a very clear way with an insider’s take on events:
MAC addresses in vaxxed documentary, several different studies, not just this one, have confirmed that vaxxed people emit MAC addresses. Not only that, people who’ve had the PCR test also emit addresses and unvaxxed people who have vaxxed partners also emit these signals. They think it’s spread through sex and kissing. This study was conducted with live people as well as at a cemetery. They could find the deceased vaxxed people by the signals underground! At the end of this documentary they listed their website which might have protocols to help heal this, I really hope it’s possible to reverse this corruption of our bodies. I’m not presenting this to scare you, but to provide information and help. I truly wish you good health.
What is the true purpose of this vax? Mind control comes to mind (literally). It makes me think of the predictive programming film series, Divergent. The only clip I could find of this vax scene is in a non-English language but you get can the overall message regardless. In the film, the vaxxed soldiers are ordered to kill civilians but of course the plan was somehow thwarted by the heroes. In real life, I’m afraid there are no white hats fighting for us. We, you and I (the awake), are all we have.
That’s all for now. My post about a dead friendship is still coming sorry it’s taking so long. Depression is hanging over my head but I’m fighting it. Without a car I can’t go to church :(. I’m relying on YouTube Christian videos and sermons for now. Church is so important for a sense of community. It’s hard to feel isolated in a secular, luciferean-controlled world. I’ve come to realize this isn’t an exaggeration. God bless and keep you safe my friends.💖🙏✝️